tracklist
flume - bon iver
i am my mother's only one
it's enough
i wear my garment so it shows
now you knowthe well - mirel wagner
shadow swallows my reflection
mother, i see nothing at all
the moon
belly full of light
all big and bright
alone in the sky
alone as itwo - the antlers
you had a new dream, it was more like a nightmare
you were just a little kid and they cut your hair
then they stuck you in machines, you came so close to dying
they should have listened, they thought that you were lying
daddy was an asshole, he fucked you up
built the gears in your head, now he greases them up
and no one paid attention when you just stopped eating
eighty-seven pounds and this all bears repeatingparty dress - oomori seiko
i write things like "die" on the bathroom tiles
then wash it away with water
if i properly wash it away
tomorrow i'll go and buy a party dress with the money i got from that old man
i am me, i have a heart!
i have a heart!
i have a heart!
i have a heart!- naturmystikk - ulver
dreams - kelsey lu
feels like i′ve got the holy ghost
feels like i've got the holy ghost
i′m losing all my, i'm losing all my control
i feel you in my, i feel you in my
i feel you in my dreams
i see you in my, i see you in my
i see you in my dreamswaking the witch - kate bush
bless me father, bless me father, for i have sinned, ugh
red red roses
help me baby, listen to me, listen to me, tell them baby
red whole rose
help me baby
don't you know?
i question your innocencelost upon the flame - katie jane garside
she took me to the shadows
she gave me back my name
upon the twilight, we did dance
flirted again with fame
so i hold my riding crop
i'm whipping myself sane
the moth, she did her dance, she did
and lost her grip again
now she's shrivelled, she's all dried up
lost upon the flame
into the river, i did jump
this time, i'm not to blame
they pulled me from the broiling swamp
washed me in the rain
the ones who bit the pill, oh, yes
to fall asleep again
the vodka gave me courage
and took away the blamehamushi - yapoos
a wicked fever brought by
gnats of shape unknown
the boy, sun-tanned legs stretching from his breeches,
receives it through his legs, and is bedridden.
father said that to sweat a lot is good,
and put many layers of underwear on me beneath my kimono
the pears i ate inside the futon, which seemed be boiling, were delicious.
but just staying motionless has its own great hardships.
i should not be praised, and i should not receive any tips.
(hahaha. this is a joke.)
i want to get better soon.
a casual glance reveals the pests by my pillow from last night have dried up.
his fever never went down.wicked moon - angel haze
the devil's awake now
he's the prince of the earth now
i can hear every thought, every sound, every rock
every ground, every creak in the earth now
and he's pleading with me
tries to bring forth who he thinks i should be
root of all evil and it's seed is in me
i drift away, and when need i'm asleep and
he tells me to drive, blinded to the elm of the night
gonna show you what it means to be real
i want you to peel 'til you tear from inside
and i dance with a thought
feels so good that i dance to the dark
side of myself and it tears me apart
'til it becomes the bass and the snare in my heart
he said starve on it
feel it 'til you die for it
you can run run, but you never ever hide from it
now spit that blade
pick it up, now take that blade
don't trip, put it onto your skin
you can slowly stick it in
you can take my face
you can take my shape
baby girl, you gon be just like me
matter fact everything that you touch
they gon fill you in your guts, you a poison ivy
don't run, don't hide
don't scream, don't ask for god
cause he can't help you now
from here out you are mine
and i scream so loud
but he took my voice so he comes out
