hyoyeon from snsd's kissing you mvjessica from snsd's kissing you mvseohyun from snsd's kissing you mvsooyoung from snsd's kissing you mvsunny from snsd's kissing you mvtaeyeon from snsd's kissing you mvtiffany from snsd's kissing you mvyoona from snsd's kissing you mvyuri from snsd's kissing you mv

table of contents

  1. the moth, she did her dance - new teen titans raven mix
  2. what she wants you to think - rose wilson mix
  3. drowning years - nostalgia and bittersweet feelings
  4. sunset - late night vibe-y house stuff
  5. set me free - idol disco
  6. one by one - yellowjackets mix
  7. i own every bell that tolls me - stephanie brown mix
  8. luna - dreamy garage/d&b/electro stuff
  9. good heart - cass cain mix
  10. death before dawn - tara markov mix
  11. one more in the attic - moriyama shiemi mix
  12. numbers - vibey electro stuff
  13. summer 2021 - songs that soundtracked my 2021 summer
  14. enough of hard mornings - harley quinn mix
  15. lovepedia - cutesy upbeat idol songs
  16. cold comfort is waiting somewhere - okumura yukio mix

cover of this playlist featuring raven in the new teen titans

the moth, she did her dance

2023-12-25

new teen titans raven mix

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tracklist

  1. flume - bon iver

    i am my mother's only one
    it's enough
    i wear my garment so it shows
    now you know

  2. the well - mirel wagner

    shadow swallows my reflection
    mother, i see nothing at all

    the moon
    belly full of light
    all big and bright
    alone in the sky
    alone as i

  3. two - the antlers

    you had a new dream, it was more like a nightmare
    you were just a little kid and they cut your hair
    then they stuck you in machines, you came so close to dying
    they should have listened, they thought that you were lying
    daddy was an asshole, he fucked you up
    built the gears in your head, now he greases them up
    and no one paid attention when you just stopped eating
    eighty-seven pounds and this all bears repeating

  4. party dress - oomori seiko

    i write things like "die" on the bathroom tiles
    then wash it away with water
    if i properly wash it away
    tomorrow i'll go and buy a party dress with the money i got from that old man

    i am me, i have a heart!
    i have a heart!
    i have a heart!
    i have a heart!

  5. naturmystikk - ulver
  6. dreams - kelsey lu

    feels like i′ve got the holy ghost
    feels like i've got the holy ghost
    i′m losing all my, i'm losing all my control

    i feel you in my, i feel you in my
    i feel you in my dreams
    i see you in my, i see you in my
    i see you in my dreams

  7. waking the witch - kate bush

    bless me father, bless me father, for i have sinned, ugh
    red red roses
    help me baby, listen to me, listen to me, tell them baby
    red whole rose
    help me baby
    don't you know?
    i question your innocence

  8. lost upon the flame - katie jane garside

    she took me to the shadows
    she gave me back my name
    upon the twilight, we did dance
    flirted again with fame
    so i hold my riding crop
    i'm whipping myself sane

    the moth, she did her dance, she did
    and lost her grip again
    now she's shrivelled, she's all dried up
    lost upon the flame

    into the river, i did jump
    this time, i'm not to blame
    they pulled me from the broiling swamp
    washed me in the rain
    the ones who bit the pill, oh, yes
    to fall asleep again
    the vodka gave me courage
    and took away the blame

  9. hamushi - yapoos

    a wicked fever brought by
    gnats of shape unknown
    the boy, sun-tanned legs stretching from his breeches,
    receives it through his legs, and is bedridden.

    father said that to sweat a lot is good,
    and put many layers of underwear on me beneath my kimono
    the pears i ate inside the futon, which seemed be boiling, were delicious.
    but just staying motionless has its own great hardships.
    i should not be praised, and i should not receive any tips.
    (hahaha. this is a joke.)
    i want to get better soon.
    a casual glance reveals the pests by my pillow from last night have dried up.

    his fever never went down.

  10. wicked moon - angel haze

    the devil's awake now
    he's the prince of the earth now
    i can hear every thought, every sound, every rock
    every ground, every creak in the earth now
    and he's pleading with me
    tries to bring forth who he thinks i should be
    root of all evil and it's seed is in me
    i drift away, and when need i'm asleep and
    he tells me to drive, blinded to the elm of the night
    gonna show you what it means to be real
    i want you to peel 'til you tear from inside
    and i dance with a thought
    feels so good that i dance to the dark
    side of myself and it tears me apart
    'til it becomes the bass and the snare in my heart
    he said starve on it
    feel it 'til you die for it
    you can run run, but you never ever hide from it

    now spit that blade
    pick it up, now take that blade
    don't trip, put it onto your skin
    you can slowly stick it in
    you can take my face
    you can take my shape
    baby girl, you gon be just like me
    matter fact everything that you touch
    they gon fill you in your guts, you a poison ivy
    don't run, don't hide
    don't scream, don't ask for god
    cause he can't help you now
    from here out you are mine
    and i scream so loud
    but he took my voice so he comes out


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what she wants you to think

2023-10-06

rose wilson mix

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tracklist

  1. only happy when it rains - garbage

    i only smile in the dark
    my only comfort is the night gone black
    i didn't accidentally tell you that
    i'm only happy when it rains
    you'll get the message by the time i'm through
    when i complain about me and you
    i'm only happy when it rains

  2. giddy stratospheres - the long blondes

    (is she a femme fatale?)
    that's what she wants you to think

  3. paint's peeling - rilo kiley

    the paint's peeling off the streets again
    and i'll drive and close my eyes in michigan
    and i feel nothing, not brave
    it's a hard day for breathing again

    the heat is chasing off all your friends
    and their scattered bodies part to the shore again
    and i feel nothing, not sane
    it's a hard day for dreaming again

  4. haru to shura - kinoko teikoku

    everything's just kind of a pain in the ass

    how should i kill that bastard
    spring of 2009, in a night with pouring rain
    things like that were all i thought about

  5. arrow island - aye nako

    and you're bad at hiding your frustrations
    someday soon you'll try to escape this
    and it's true what they have all been saying
    you keep falling in love with a bad situation
    (how many stops till we get off?)
    falling in love with a bad situation
    (how many stops till we get)

    you're immeasurable
    not inaudible
    you'll soon embrace this
    it's inevitable

  6. all i want - the cure

    tonight i'm screaming like an animal oh ho
    tonight i'm losing control
    tonight i'm screaming like an animal oh ho
    tonight i'm getting so low

    and all i want
    is to be with you again
    and all i want
    is to hold you like a dog

  7. my september - nastyona

    you don't love me
    but you still don't leave me
    from the day i swallowed the black fruit you presented to me
    my bare days turned gray forever

    i don't love you
    but i can't leave you forever
    from the day i took out the black fruit i swallowed sweetly
    my bare days turned gray forever

    i couldn't even cry
    so i keep living
    so that the rest of your life becomes more and more unhappy

  8. monster - piana
  9. in the end - cacophony

    i tried to hold you in my arms, but
    in the end, you are just in my mind
    i did endure like grim death, but
    in the end, you are forever in my mind
    you leave your every sadness behind here and
    in your perfect world
    fly freely
    you make me leave alone in the world
    and fly away, but look at me leisurely

  10. talking shit about a pretty sunset - modest mouse

    and i claim i'm not excited
    with my life anymore
    so i blame this town, this job
    these friends... the truth is it's myself

    and i'm trying to understand
    myself and pinpoint who i am
    when i finally get it figured out
    i've changed the whole damn plan

    talking shit about a pretty sunset
    blanketing opinions that i'll probably regret soon

    changed my mind so much i can't even trust it
    my mind changed me so much i can't even trust myself


hazy washed out photo of foliage and leaves and greenery, with light leak textures as overlays

drowning years

2023-08-17

nostalgia and bittersweet feelings

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tracklist

  1. nee - dots tokyo
  2. wallow - forsaken autumn
  3. tomorrow - megumi acorda
  4. wild horses - the sundays
  5. fuzao - faye wong
  6. air - the owls
  7. island cottage - sea oleena
  8. on the moon - sulli
  9. love songs - margo guryan
  10. the ratio of freckles to stars - halou
  11. sun electric - bows
  12. i'll get by - megumi acorda
  13. i feel like i'm on drugs - the strange creatures
  14. will he kiss me tonight - dolly mixture
  15. girl's searchlight - for tracy hyde
  16. goodbye - asobi seksu
  17. farewell, lily - luby sparks
  18. cotton skies - westkust
  19. yurameki - nakanoise

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sunset

2023-06-20

late night vibe-y house stuff

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tracklist

  1. close to home - blue six
  2. all i need - nora en pure
  3. ditto (yunu in the house mix) - yunu
  4. ama no uzume - wednesday campanella
  5. lower - amber x luna
  6. burning bright (feat. kim ann foxman) - maya jane coles
  7. wrong (todd terry remix) - everything but the girl
  8. like i want to - lisa shaw
  9. sunset - knk
  10. spaceship (feat. the knocks) - kah-lo

motion blurred screenshot from a tsubaki factory music video featuring kishimoto yumeno raising her hands up

set me free

2023-06-19

idol disco

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tracklist

  1. after like - ive
  2. ryuusei boy - berryz kobo
  3. cupid - kara
  4. figaro - nine muses
  5. kono chikyuu no heiwa wo honki de negatterun da yo! - morning musume
  6. adrenaline dame - tsubaki factory
  7. bop bop! - viviz
  8. reflection - tokyo girls' style
  9. set me free - twice

cover of this playlist featuring a screenshot from yellowjackets of shauna touching mounted antler bones

one by one

2023-06-05

the yellowjackets and the wilderness in them

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tracklist

SIDE A

  1. anthrax - kimya dawson

    if you fall in, i'll jump down
    and touch your face while we're both sinking, stinking, thinking
    we won't drown
    you are my friend
    and what we're doing's too important
    for our lives to end quite yet

  2. dreamt of a wave - mirel wagner

    dreamt of a wave
    washing over me
    dreamt of a wave
    well i think i thought i did

    the wave was not water
    the flesh and blood and bone
    came into me and out of me
    forsaking every law

  3. naturmystikk - ulver
  4. so, come - emma ruth rundle

    though in time has not changed us all
    the room itself, it is breathing
    we forever are chained
    in what we have done, we have won
    we have given to the spirits here
    who still call upon me say
    suffer so that we may live

    so, come
    all the saints come down
    i wish they would now
    i wish they would now
    for us

  5. one by one - cake bake betty

    all the girls have gathered ‘round now
    they’re staring (staring at)
    the stars as they start to go out

    one by one you will line them all up
    you will make a toast (make a toast)
    to others who’ve not given up

    and we laugh when you choke
    we will drag you to the desert
    so you’re burnt and you’re broke

    and your wife will draw straws
    for the next on the list
    one by one they’ll bicker
    while the stars they still (the stars they still)
    the stars they still exist

    it’s exactly this that drives us to be mad
    we’re not quite sure what we’ve had
    you won’t want to miss this part
    we’ll slip into our hunting hats and wait

    around the house and when we pray
    we’ll ask for mercy for our sins
    and all the things we never did alone

    i wait for my husband to get home
    and when the cops ask me the reason
    i will say i don’t really know

    ‘cause we’re all in the shit for sure
    and i love to feel your fingers up my skirt
    ‘cause we’re all in the shit for sure
    and i love to feel your fingers up my skirt
    up my skirt

    in the desert we will dirty our hands till they’re clean
    and in our beds we’ll watch our heads explode before we dream

SIDE B

  1. crawling on bruised knees - pharmakon
  2. atai no tsumeato - necronomidol
  3. rx queen - deftones

    we'll stop to rest on the moon
    and we'll make a fire
    i'll steal a carcass for you
    then feed off the virus

    'cause you're my girl and that's all right
    if you sting me i won't mind
    'cause you're my girl and that's all right
    if you sting me i won't mind

    and now look at 'em, look at 'em now, look at 'em sting

  4. red sex - vessel
  5. keep the streets empty for me - fever ray

    i'm laying down, eating snow
    my fur is hot, my tongue is cold
    on a bed of spider web
    i think of how to change myself

    uncover our heads and reveal our souls
    we were hungry before we were born


cover of this playlist featuring stephanie brown in batman battle for the cowl

i own every bell that tolls me

2023-05-11

stephanie brown mix

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tracklist

  1. care - beabadoobee

    it's been a while since i've thought about it
    maybe it's time to communicate
    i was sad then to think about it
    the fact i still can't forget about it

    i don't want your sympathy
    i guess i've had it rough
    but you don't really

    care, care, care, yeah
    care, care, care, yeah
    care, care, care, yeah

    oh, by the way
    i'm still the same, i'm still the same
    but are you the same?

  2. wait - charly bliss

    i’m predisposed to fail as fast as i can
    with a name that’s been faded with the falling of man
    it’s a meaning but i mean it, or i said so, i said so

    i’d like to think that i’m so sane and sincere
    but i speak in harmonics that i know you can hear
    when naivety and exclusivity break me
    then you say to me
    you say

    wait
    wait
    wait
    i’m still the same brat
    call me when you get back

  3. future me hates me - the beths

    sometimes
    i think i'm doing fine, i think i'm pretty smart
    i'm quite convinced that i can keep myself apart
    oh, then the walls become thin
    and somebody gets in, i'm defenseless
    but it won't happen again
    it probably won't happen again

    i wanna risk going through
    future heartbreak
    future headaches
    wide-eyed nights late-lying awake
    with future cold shakes
    from stupid mistakes
    future me hates me for
    hates me for

  4. lavender bones - stand atlantic

    temporary fleeting thrills
    keep me bruised and make me ill
    my skin has lavender tones
    tell me i'm a loaded gun
    tie me up and come undone
    i can cover it up, i can cover it up
    i can cover it up, i can cover it

    i know i'm out of my depth, but i just float in it
    i'm trying to do my best, stop picking fights with it
    i wanna be upset, you're not alright with it
    i can cover it up, i can cover it
    i'm trying to speak my mind, wish it was by design
    but i can only confess to having doubts with it
    don't wanna feel regret, i'm not alright with it
    i can cover it up, i can cover it

  5. ain't it fun - paramore

    ain't it fun? ain't it fun?
    baby, now you're one of us
    ain't it fun? ain't it fun?
    ain't it fun?

  6. combat baby - metric

    get back in town
    i wanna paint it black
    i wanna get around
    easy living crowd, so flat
    said it all before
    they try to kick it, their feet fall asleep
    i want to be wrong
    but no one here wants to fight me like you do

    combat baby
    come back, baby
    fight off the lethargy
    don't go quietly
    combat baby
    said you would never give up easy
    combat baby, come back

    i try to be so nice
    compromise
    who gets it good?

  7. lose your head - nova twins

    i'm on the wild side, baby
    play with wildfire, baby
    lose your head
    get on the wild side
    come play with wildfire

    look who's talking
    you're a prime suspect
    i'm looking at a dead man walking
    we play with darts and pierce their hearts with poison
    if you fuck with me, one, two, three, heed my warning
    warning, warning

    fuck your clique
    bow to the freaks
    i'd rather be just crazy

  8. the gift of hell - aye nako

    shit luck, shift the clutch
    got myself stuck in sand
    constant nicks and cuts
    on my feet and hands
    i fold
    like i did at the piano when i was 8 years old

    it's a long way to be fine
    better wait till hell freezes over

    and she said i wanna break it anyway
    and she said i wanna break it anyway
    even if
    even if

  9. ok, meet me underwater - jay som

    i've been away, but i haven't changed
    can't say the same, you've gone your way
    you think too much, your time is up
    i'll be a friend, just tell me when

    if you're feeling okay
    meet me underwater

  10. weird fishes - lianne la havas

    i get eaten by the worms
    and weird fishes
    picked over by the worms
    and weird fishes
    weird fishes
    weird fishes

    yeah, i'll hit the bottom
    the bottom and escape, escape

  11. at last - neko case

    i can say that i've lived here in honor and danger
    but i'm just an animal and cannot explain a life
    down this chain of days, i wished to stay among my people
    relation now means nothing, having chosen so defined

    and if death should smell my breathing
    as it pass beneath my window
    let it lead me trembling, trembling
    i own every bell that tolls me


motion blurred muted photo of pinkpantheress, with her features unfocused

luna

2023-03-02

dreamy garage/d&b/electro stuff

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tracklist

  1. boy's a liar pt. 2 - pinkpantheress (feat. ice spice)
  2. strawberry kisses - bébe yana
  3. gud gudbyez - nia archives
  4. busy - erika de casier
  5. wildfire - shygirl
  6. luna - livii
  7. my shining stars - no3b
  8. ditto - newjeans

cover of this playlist featuring cassandra cain as batgirl in dc first batgirl/joker

good heart

2023-02-21

learning to be human while bearing the cross of your past - short cassandra cain mix

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tracklist

  1. out of sight and snowblind - laika

    i watch the lights on the ocean
    i count the leaves on the trees
    if it wasn′t for your indecision
    there'd be nothing between you and me

    losing control to stay under
    fighting and screaming down walls
    worry has made you a martyr
    washed up and left for the birds

  2. i'm not done - fever ray

    i'm holding on, holding on
    i'm holding on to a straw

    who is the alpha
    and what is made of cloth
    how do you say you're sorry and there's nothing
    to be afraid of?

  3. sleepless fever - sea oleena

    oh those glowing eyes
    above the rocking chair
    a steady stare
    an undeniable sign
    dust unsettled by the sigh
    the silent poltergeist
    drumming out a morse code message
    on her ribcage bones
    she sits beside the telephone
    she hears a heartbeat in the dial-tone

  4. teardrop - massive attack

    love, love is a verb
    love is a doing word
    fearless on my breath
    gentle impulsion
    shakes me, makes me lighter
    fearless on my breath

    teardrop on the fire
    fearless on my breath

  5. today - halou

    but not so far
    i keep waiting for the shoe to drop
    waiting for the axe to fall
    and it will happen
    this i know
    just not so far

    today i feel like dancing
    i never fell like dancing
    it's like even the weather suits my mood
    my entire soul is ringing
    still, i can′t accept it
    i keep looking for the thing to bring me down

    though i can't explain my reasons to you
    i think we are the same

  6. blood on my hands - the sundays

    now i find that i'm thigh deep
    too young for the worst of my mind
    you whispered behind me
    "if i may make so bold"
    call it young and wild
    but i ran a mile in a minute and there's no going back

    true words that i should know
    blood on my hands
    when you looked around i couldn't be found
    a crime's a crime, i'll have to pay

  7. good heart - indigo de souza

    dawn breaks overhead
    i'm not the girl you thought i was, but i am close (close enough)
    was it something that i said
    is it the way i stood so still and never moved
    now every dirty dish is in a mood, and so are you

    he's not on our side, but i could save you if you'd like
    just let me in there, past that high chair
    and i will dwell in every crane i see, the holy pleasures spoke to me
    like someone's gonna preach once i am gone

    i want to believe that you've got a good heart
    oh i want to believe that you've got a good heart

  8. some days - kina grannis

    some days, i'm only fueled by my mistakes
    i turn around and slyly try to hide my face
    i feel as though
    i have to think everything through
    i don't know how i am to act or how to move

    every day's another way to feel
    it's your own decision what is real
    so try them out, all the different ways to play the game
    and work it out, try not to want to be the same

  9. diamond day - vashti bunyan

    just another life to live
    just a word to say
    just another love to give
    and a diamond day


cover of this playlist featuring tara markov/terra in deathstroke (2016)

death before dawn

2023-01-31

vague and troubled songs about tara markov. content warning for themes of sexual abuse and trauma

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tracklist

  1. wet blanket - metric

    falling for the creep, the body leech, here he comes
    vicious hypnosis, clenched fist saying it's wrong
    to want more than a folk song
    underneath the shaker knit, he's a brick wall
    she keep falling for the trick, vegetarian sing-along
    give a little kick with your fine thigh-high

    do-do-do, we're on to you
    tearing her down, talking her down under your breath
    making a mess
    see, she is happy you wanna break it

  2. half dome - aye nako

    when your chest starts to
    starts to get real tight
    remember the good things
    breathe in the belly
    remember santa cruz
    remember yosemite
    before the tempest came
    destroyed everything
    destroyed everything
    destroyed every

    see how everything's so shiny
    but with sand intact
    you're self relied
    there's always a place
    for a seminal place of time
    i'm not defined
    misery sure has a place for me

  3. coming in from the cold - the delgados

    try for the right kind of life
    i only wish that you'd had a chance to decide
    have a look around you, there's no one there
    how can you call this fair?

  4. medicine - the sundays

    and it was such a really cold hand
    i held as the wind sighed
    "i'm not going & how could i lie?"
    just be glad there's no way back there

    i need another look at before
    though heaven knows how i'd ever
    make my way back there

    though i know it's hopeless
    and i realise it's nowhere
    hell here on my own

  5. your only doll (dora) - laura marling

    i fell into the street, poison in my veins
    clambered to my feet and into the night again
    back to my home, back to my owner
    who screams at my tardiness
    put his hands to the sky

    put his hand on my shirt
    hand on my face,
    head to the wall
    when you've broken your only doll

    and what will you do with a girl
    if she refuses to be alive?

  6. memory and honesty - gregory and the hawk

    you were caring, you had honest eyes
    you were perfect, the perfect surprise
    til your hands crept up my chest
    and gave a stronghold on my neck
    you said baby it's true, i'm leaving you

  7. canary - liz phair

    i learn my name
    i write with a number two pencil
    i work up to my potential
    i earn my name
    i come when called
    i jump when you circle the cherry
    i sing like a good canary
    i come when called
    i come, that's all

    send it up on fire
    death before dawn
    send it up on fire
    death before dawn

  8. trigger - lady gaga

    they never really knew it then
    how to do it when
    he had her
    they never really knew it then
    how to do it with
    the safety off the trigger


cover of this playlist featuring moriyama shiemi from blue exorcist

one more in the attic

2022-09-10

an introspective shiemi in a nebulous early canon period

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tracklist

  1. aftershow - megumi acorda

    if loneliness comes crashing in, you can hold me, it's okay
    if she makes you feel so empty, you can hurt me, it's okay
    and if maybe she decides to stay
    we can dance to songs that she will play

  2. island cottage - sea oleena

    somehow there's a ship inside a bottle
    and a mountain in a picture frame.
    for every open window there's a suitcase
    being packed and emptied out again.
    there's a spider in the medicine cupboard
    and the walls are full of mice again

  3. stone wall, stone fence - gregory and the hawk

    big open land,
    you hold the weight of the air in your hands
    big open air,
    you feel the tickle of the trees on your chest
    why'd you go and waste it
    the things that you know
    are making you a stone wall, stone fence
    your stories so old you just tend to keep them

    long winding road,
    you've got a secret but you won't share it

  4. house by the sea - iron & wine

    around the house by the sea
    the scent of roses and raspberry leaves
    and there is smoke in my clothes
    too much time with just smoke in my nose
    and i've been making the meaning they lack
    and i've been burning that book they come back too

    and i've been living to run where they led
    and i've been dying to rise from their bed
    and i've been sparing my neck from their chain
    and they've been changing the sound of my name
    and i've been swimming to them in my sleep
    and i've been dreaming our love and our freedom

  5. oak tree - mirel wagner

    lady left me here underneath this old oak tree
    she made me a bed of roots and leaves
    with a trembling voice she sung me to sleep
    said dream, dream, dream, dream, sweet dreams

    dark was the night, cold the ground
    i heard voices all around
    sign of storm, fallen in dawn
    my little soul is now free and unbound

  6. living in dreams - kina grannis

    it's nights like these
    i'm not distracted by the sound.
    i sit for hours in a chair inside my head.
    there's one more in the attic. if i brought it down,
    you think you'd like to join me, tonight?

    and so my dreams,
    they fill me up.
    they bring me down
    and the dry me up.
    when i'm with you though,
    smiling, as i know
    i only have so long
    before the sun will rise.

  7. blossom - yvette young

    if your body gives away underneath the weight of the world,
    its unforgiving hands pull, clench all the life from us all,
    and it takes and it takes
    be a rose in this wasteland
    you could bloom if you opened up your heart

  8. what if - emilie autumn

    i know you've got it figured out
    tell me what i am all about
    and i just might learn a thing or two
    hundred about you, maybe about you
    i'm the end of your telescope
    i don't change just to suit your vision
    'cause i am bound by a fraying rope
    around my hands, tied around my hands
    and you close your eyes when i say i'm breaking free
    and put your hands over both your ears
    because you cannot stand to believe i'm not
    the perfect girl you thought
    well what have i got to lose


hazy washed out photo of a frozen snowy waterfall, with barren trees surrounding the area

numbers

2022-01-01

vibey electro stuff idk. cover photo by elke wuytack on flickr.

8tracks | youtube | download

tracklist

  1. over my dead body - aaamyyy
  2. yoru no hakoniwa - hamidasystem
  3. numbers - fka twigs
  4. saltkin - purity ring
  5. 20 dollar - m.i.a.
  6. machine gun - portishead
  7. keep the streets empty for me - fever ray
  8. saigo no chikyu - tujiko noriko

okumura yukio from blue exorcist

cold comfort is waiting somewhere

2021-12-02

beyond the snow arc yukio fanmix

8tracks | youtube | download

tracklist

  1. fuwarin - ichiko aoba

    let me reveal your secret:
    the face beneath your mask is terrifying
    show it to everyone for me

  2. the only thing - sufjan stevens

    should i tear my eyes out now?
    everything i see returns to you, somehow
    should i tear my heart out now?
    everything i feel returns to you, somehow
    i want to save you from your sorrow

  3. kill the turkey - gregory and the hawk

    kiss the clever one who said
    you made your bed
    now lie in it, die in it
    kiss the shit, that hit the fan
    when you went and killed
    another man

  4. dread in my heart - mother mother

    there’s a devil in my brain with a pitchfork and a flame
    yeah, he likes to poke around and he likes to tell me things
    and whenever i begin to feel like i might be deranged
    i remember there’s a little shitty devil in my brain

  5. royal screw up - soccer mommy

    and i want an answer
    to all my problems
    there's not an answer
    i am the problem for me now and always
    i will break my own bones

  6. paint's peeling - rilo kiley

    and i feel nothing, not sane
    it's a hard day for dreaming again
    i'm not going back to the assholes that made me
    and the perfect display of random acts of hopelessness
    i wish i could stay here
    but i think we're all ready, i think we're all ready

  7. never look at the sun - the delgados

    once you're found
    no longer gagged and bound
    whisper to me "i think i'm free"
    and the world will turn round

  8. taikutsu shinogi - kinoko teikoku

    sleepless, growing late,
    i listen to your breath,
    carrying words i can’t forgive,
    and thoughts i can’t handle,
    that will eventually thin,
    and surely be forgotten.
    but i’ll occasionally remember,
    and ask you;
    is there really any deeper happiness,
    than hate itself?

  9. devil moon - car seat headrest

    i am a thief of unimportant things
    i am a cheat and i can’t do anything to stop myself
    i have no code, there is no road i’m traveling down
    there’s only footprints leading away from the windowsill

  10. poacher's pride - nicole dollanganger

    and i know one day hell will catch up with me
    and i'm sure that i will burn eternally
    one day it will come to claim its pound of flesh
    when it's done, there won't be anything left

notes

  • i started this playlist back in may 2021.... six fucking months ago as of posting..... i get extremely picky and indecisive when it comes to song order in these short mixes and with character mixes in particular i'm always fighting with myself over the lyrics and the sounds matching and ahhhh why do i do this to myself. i've added and removed so many songs for this one i could probably make 2-3 more mixes out of every song that was on here at some point lol. my indecisiveness does not match well with my attachment to yukio i swear
  • speaking of yukio - this one ended up super angsty and depressive much more than i expected it to so uh just see it as beyond the snow arc yukio and not recent stuff now that things are looking up for him lol. beyond the snow is my favorite aoex arc and i have much doubt that any arc will surpass it in the future, unless kato pulls some really crazy shit after the hiatus, so of course i have a huge soft spot for the yukio of that arc, where shit was really hitting the fan re: his mental state and then all the demon crap started and yeah i love it lol
  • i want to make more yukio playlists that will hopefully be less depressing than this but idk when i'll get around to it. i'll probably post a yukishima playlist before another yukio mix because i started the former some time ago and it's been fun finding songs that fit the two lol
  • special thanks to revoleotion for encouraging me to post this mix! i doubt i would've gotten around to it anytime soon without their encouragement, i really appreciate it <3

hazy washed out photo of a bridge's reflection on water

summer 2021

2021-09-12

songs that soundtracked my 2021 summer. longer entry here, cover photo by agnes su on flickr.

8tracks | youtube | download

tracklist

  1. lost time memory - jin
  2. money machine - 100 gecs
  3. gen-n-e-y - m.i.a.
  4. escape - akb48
  5. never look away - vienna teng
  6. cry for me - twice
  7. feel good inc. - gorillaz
  8. a better son/daughter - rilo kiley
  9. two girls - ringo deathstarr
  10. world is yours - mass of the fermenting dregs
  11. musician - kinoko teikoku
  12. bright - tokyo shoegazer
  13. goodbye - asobi seksu
  14. prehistoric - now, now
  15. girl's searchlight - for tracy hyde
  16. fuzao - faye wong
  17. morsecode - halou
  18. michishirube - ichiko aoba

sana from twice sitting on the floor of the set for their heart shaker music video

lovepedia

2021-09-09

cutesy upbeat idol songs

8tracks | youtube | download

tracklist

  1. vanilla - lightsum
  2. d.aaa - bnk48
  3. tag me (@me) - weeekly
  4. lovepedia - morning musume '20
  5. heart shaker - twice
  6. make you happy - niziu
  7. bong! bong! bong! - snh48
  8. miss love tantei - w
  9. asap - stayc

cover of this playlist featuring art of harley quinn

enough of hard mornings

2021-08-19

a short and upbeat harley quinn fanmix

8tracks | youtube | download

tracklist

  1. addict - sunmi

    where would i be?
    and what would you be?
    then zip it up and just follow me
    i’m addicted to shining and glowing
    you gon be addicted to my eyes

    who's running the show

  2. cherry - itzy

    i want to be me, the answer is simple
    i’m following my heart now
    are you surprised? it’s like bubblegum pop
    because i broke all the rules
    because i’m going to show you the real me
    really really me, i’m a cherry on top yeah

  3. drum go dum - k/da

    i just wanna be free
    ain’t no way you stopping me
    said i wanted to fly
    so i went and got some wings
    and i don’t
    don’t need you
    to act like you gone hold me down
    cause i won’t
    believe you
    no one can touch me now

  4. queen of this shit - quay dash

    bitch i'm on top now, where your funds at?
    click click pow, where your guns at?
    show y'all really how to do it, bitch, bump that
    i'm the queen of this shit, bitch, fuck that

  5. shine - doja cat

    ruby red, bright, bright
    diamonds on shine, should be legally blind
    the smile pearl white, white
    diamonds on shine if i ever can't find 'em

  6. out of my head - charli xcx

    party with my tears
    swayin' with my fears, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
    let 'em dry, get me high, i'll get by if i'm gettin' love, yeah
    let 'em dry, get me high, i get by with a little love
    now give me
    pills and potions and terrible things
    heart on the floor when the telephone rings
    all of the lies, i just wanna believe
    drop all my morals, i just wanna sin

  7. luxury - azealia banks

    ooooh, sire, lie next to me
    so i can peek at ya before you wake
    ooooh, my love, my luxury's right here if you want
    you want to stay
    let me in your world
    you know what i spy?
    spy you looking lonely, ya know boy that's why
    i wanna be your lady
    your l-l-l-love, my l-u-x-u-r-,aye ya know what i would
    if i could, if i could, if i could

  8. fresh laundry - allie x

    you said you're always on my side
    but what if my side has changed too much?
    then tell me, who am i?
    you said you're always on my side
    but what if my side has lived too long?
    something has to die
    who am i?

  9. egoist - loona

    from now on
    i’ll love myself, instead of you, i’ll live on
    take another step
    to hold myself, and give myself all

  10. pool - paramore

    and i wonder, is it better to get it over with?
    the illusion, can shatter before we begin
    if you're really sorry
    happy second chance, think i could forgive
    this time you won't leave me sinking

notes

  • i feel like half of these songs had so many lyrics that could represent harley and the other half not so much but all the songs feel like harley in some way to me. if any of that makes sense lol
  • tried to stick to a pop/dance sound, for character playlists i usually bring out angsty indie folk/rock shit with thought provoking lyrics but i think a more upbeat sound with similarly introspective lyrics without the same wordiness of the indie stuff fits harley way more
  • theres other doja cat songs that probably would've worked better in a harley quinn mix like this (i mean she did a song for the birds of prey ost lol) but i chose shine because i really like that song and it mentions diamonds and something something birds of prey movie plot
  • i wanted to put a tommy february6 song in here so bad but i couldn't find one that'd fit the sound of the rest or with lyrics that felt harley enough orz but the february6 persona in and of itself is very harley so i wanted to mention her anyway
  • also btw these songs are all ordered sonically vs lyrically so reading the lyrics here makes it a bit janky
  • similarly to the tommy note i reeeeally wanted to put roller coaster by project overdoze in here but it just didn't fit with the rest of the songs :( it's a harley song through and through though definitely give it a listen if you want more harley stuff
  • why do i have so many thoughts about a mix i put together in 2 days